No one blows out the door of the Lodge and is not photographed and then processed as thoroughly as is humanly possible. They see that you are such a loser it would be better just to apply enough pressure to make you life a living hell. Hot chicks who fuck you, which you think is a great conquest, turn out to be attacks to give you crabs and experimental sexual diseases. The crotch fungus is not enough. They actually break into your home and beat you. Savage beatings. The police never come. You just bleed out into your bathtub.
You find money enough to live after the beatings... but really you just want to die. You know they will not let you die.
They break into your apartment to find your slit wrists and carry you off. You find yourself in an alien hospital hooked up to organic looking hoses or tubes.
You spend eternity in a paralyzed stupor kept alive by alien secretions.
There is no end for you.