Next time you shoot up some coke before your go

You are back stage prepping for the next show. You can win a big fifty dollar prize if you make em laugh harder. So you inject cocaine directly into your arm for the first time. You nearly black out. You vomit. You see flashes of white light and feel a overwhelming rush. Too much! You think your going to die. You breathe slow and deep into your on. You go out there and give another hate filled act. But you are so fucked up you it fucks your hate up and you don't win this one. Hell, your not even top eight.