You spend a full year writing the screen play as well as drawing hundreds of set designs for a film you plan to title LemonHeads from Beyond Verbal landscapes. You borrow all the money you can as well as use the million dollar grant. The film is not going well. You just can't get it together. Four years later the million is spent. The movie is nowhere near done. You are broke and what footage you do have sucks! This was a horrible failure. You have to file for bankruptcy.