You lose it in a fit of lust

You know you cannot have sex, if you do the process of change will come faster. Its like a D N A glitch that kicks in from adrenaline, from sex, for any intense experience. You avoid dating because you will become a wolfman sooner in life. Finally you break down. You meet a cute little thing named Soberina Carnes. Your dreams the night before your date are more violent then ever. Biting and raping, eating and killing in a red haze of joy. You wonder if you should stand Soberian up or not.