You become a mad archivist

You make a special shelf for your Mythos tomes. You put all your Lovecraft circle authors next to that. You realize that your true purpose in life in to archive the art and culture of this world is case of some break down of the human race. Hundreds of years from now the remaining people would discover this library ,this archive and obtain great wisdom from it! You begin building a bomb proof radiation proof underground bunker to store your archive in. Within seven months it is finished and your whole library of books is transferred down there. You are now ordering books off of E-bay and haunting used book stores to expand your collection.