You are a freak and nobody wants you. They laugh at you, mock you. You are never allowed to play their reindeer games. Nary a one. But that's o k. You spend your teenage years wandering the white capped north. You find pounds of amanita muscaria mushrooms. You are high off them all the time. You live in your own fantasy world. The mushrooms have given flying powers beyond that on any other living reindeer. It also has made your nose able to shine like a beacon with the simple flex of a muscle. Soon the other young bucks learn not to fuck with you. A swift series of swings of your hooves will lay any of them out cold.