From outside of yourself you forget what it is and it's impossible to say why you were doing what you were doing or which one of them was you, but at least from here you don't get hit with
And the longer you go like that, the less you remember anything about yourself, and after a while all you remember is that there used to be a unifying thread through life that gave you meaning and identity and if you think hard enough you'll realize that thing was
and whether you end up on the side that's sitting calmly and trying to calm the ones who are panicking or the side that's completely lost composure trying to keep everyone safe and together you're eventually going to have to go back into