(9:20:05 PM) mcfing: Easter and xmass always had a ancient feeling to me. Even as a small child they seemed older the christianity, these holidays so vast and ancient
(9:20:09 PM) fathercrump: I guess you can do it with Talcum powder or flour too
(9:20:28 PM) mcfing: turns out I was right of course, in as so many pagen hangovers remain there
(9:20:35 PM) mcfing: the eggs the bunny the mistletoe etc
(9:20:40 PM) fathercrump: we had that bit about how you were a santa or an easter bunny person
(9:20:58 PM) mcfing: yes easter for me
(9:21:10 PM) mcfing: I always connected with the wildness fresh spring
(9:21:22 PM) mcfing: coming alive after winter blooming budding
(9:21:24 PM) fathercrump: by baby's mother's roommate has a large rabbit with big blue eyes
(9:21:30 PM) fathercrump: he loves it
(9:21:31 PM) mcfing: ah yes
(9:21:36 PM) mcfing: and real live one?
(9:21:39 PM) fathercrump: he crapped when he saw santa this year
(9:21:46 PM) mcfing: a bunny person
(9:21:48 PM) fathercrump: Im totally over Santa now
(9:22:00 PM) mcfing: Santa is for the 1 percenters
(9:22:04 PM) fathercrump: its hard though cause I have been a Santa person for a while
(9:22:07 PM) mcfing: the give me greed be's
(9:22:32 PM) fathercrump: sure. but I love the fact that there is only one bag of toys for the whole world
(9:22:34 PM) mcfing: maybe reproduction has led you turn the horny rabbit path
(9:23:02 PM) fathercrump: well...Im not sure
(9:23:11 PM) mcfing: fresh breeze on animal privates makes them randy, unlike cold winter xmass, when receded genitals upwrap shiny gifts
(9:23:26 PM) fathercrump: I mean Im still offended by passing off rabbit shit as candy routine
(9:23:32 PM) mcfing: we can't damn Santa too much
(9:23:36 PM) fathercrump: those aint beans kid
(9:24:00 PM) mcfing: I just like the rabbit better, rich hollow choco bunny god eat it, consume its power and wisdom
(9:24:46 PM) fathercrump: sure if santa tried to get twelve raindeer to drive the sleigh it would be a big fuck tangle in the sky
(9:24:53 PM) mcfing: I remember once I got this wonderful tall milk choco easter bunny on a wonderful sunday as a kid. But I didn't eat any of it. Mom insisted I wait a day rather then just plummet into it as I normally would
(9:25:05 PM) fathercrump: no ammount of whipping and cursing will do
(9:25:12 PM) mcfing: off to school, dreaming of choco bunny sweet high buzzz all day
(9:25:27 PM) fathercrump: oh the things Santa wills say when he knows he is too high to be heard
(9:25:34 PM) fathercrump: he cusses like a sailor
(9:25:42 PM) mcfing: get home to find my brother who is older and working making hella money has devoured the whole rabbit and thats that. He is not going to replace it
(9:26:03 PM) mcfing: mom don't care and thinks I'm greedy to lement my once a year sacred rabbit
(9:26:16 PM) fathercrump: rough
(9:26:49 PM) fathercrump: I took a chocolate rabbit to these kids who live in a grave
(9:26:56 PM) fathercrump: there mom and dad too
(9:27:17 PM) fathercrump: I kinda had this thing going with Rachel
(9:27:53 PM) mcfing: I had some brutal holidays as a farily poor kid. the best b day ever I somehow got like four years worth of gifts it was a dream come true. my asshole cousin from Oklahama and his family where over so not much time to play. cousin was richer and angry over my bounty for it equalled one of his own b days and I'm lower class then him
(9:28:25 PM) fathercrump: When i was pouring an entire liter of rum on his grave, the smell of grave earth and rum was so excellent, he chided me a little for getting him so drunk so I could spend time with his wife.
(9:28:39 PM) mcfing: so its off to school while cousin tears part or breaks every toy I had, most of them never played with. Again dreaming with excitment heaven awaits when school's out to discover a war killed everything good
(9:28:52 PM) fathercrump: angels my boy
(9:28:58 PM) fathercrump: keeping you pure
(9:29:41 PM) fathercrump: I broke my cousins toys once
(9:29:47 PM) mcfing: I need to find my bday picture, its epic, I was probably about 1st grade
(9:29:59 PM) mcfing: stuffed toys pop up books
(9:30:45 PM) mcfing: I learned more about how to hide good things inside my brain
(9:31:19 PM) fathercrump: I made the special spice cake I was saving and cooked it with these two really large pork bones, long, flat smooth bones...I dont know why I thought that a cake with bones was really going to be the thing...
(9:31:45 PM) fathercrump: when I pulled out the bunny the kids freaked out and were screaming about the eyes
(9:32:08 PM) mcfing: egads
(9:32:08 PM) fathercrump: for somereason dead kids are afraid of fake eyes
(9:32:30 PM) fathercrump: so I acked like a wolf and ate the eyes of the bunny, and they started lauging
(9:32:51 PM) fathercrump: hmm...there is actually a picture of this night somewhere
(9:33:01 PM) mcfing: fake eyes can be remote jacked as cameras after all
(9:33:40 PM) fathercrump: there are two small kids about three years old I guess
(9:35:12 PM) fathercrump: It was a gathering site for the W (h:.o:.l:.)E , at least the kid Frank was
(9:35:41 PM) fathercrump: Id eat taco bell with Rachel Searls who gave me ample cover from the road and a nice view of the cemetary
(9:35:51 PM) fathercrump: she liked the taco bell grease
(9:36:20 PM) fathercrump: etheric energies would pass along the spicy meat juice
(9:36:41 PM) fathercrump: one day I realized that she was dead and it literally broke my heart
(9:37:17 PM) fathercrump: then later I did feel odd about going there cause Robert was buried right there
(9:37:29 PM) fathercrump: He was a steam boat captain
(9:37:38 PM) fathercrump: must of been an interesting guy
(9:38:10 PM) fathercrump: I cant help if I fell in love with his wife, I have low morals
(9:38:26 PM) fathercrump: speaking of wives
(9:38:50 PM) fathercrump: have any idea what the red rabbit is on about injured wives?
(9:39:03 PM) fathercrump: its actually from a cut up done a while back
(9:39:15 PM) fathercrump: red rabbit just selected that
(9:39:21 PM) fathercrump: clip clop
(9:39:34 PM) fathercrump: and Hegemon the Ikipr mix
(9:39:50 PM) fathercrump: so there is heavy PK Nixon involved
(9:41:40 PM) fathercrump: your cousin's family did not replace the toys?
(9:41:43 PM) mcfing: rabbits and critters get hurt a lot. Not every attack is a kill/eat. Many animals get maimed but servive. Like the glossy cat food fattened opossum that dines on my porch. He has a bald spot and ugly scar from a violent fight he had with my cat
(9:42:29 PM) mcfing: no replace, mom insisted it not be mentioned. Said I was the bad kid for insisting on justice, just let it slide we don't want to make waves by defending you.
(9:42:58 PM) mcfing: it was straight to the wolves and don't turn back in my kid days. No protection from parents, they would let others beat me down
(9:43:06 PM) fathercrump: well, it made you who you are today
(9:43:09 PM) mcfing: yes
(9:43:16 PM) fathercrump: the price we pay
(9:43:20 PM) fathercrump: its a terrible thing
(9:44:48 PM) mcfing: one of the worst was the witch. A huge fat I think retarted bitch. My sister called her a witch so I thought she was some sorta freak witch monster. She would drag me screaming into the dark half of the house. Parents did nothihng witch'es parents neither. just ignore it. Sister encouraged it. The witch would try to pull my cock off and the pain was brutal but she outwieghed me by about twice
(9:45:02 PM) mcfing: screams of pain for several minutes at a time, ignored
(9:45:11 PM) mcfing: or egged on
(9:46:22 PM) mcfing: ah yes to go back in time and get even, this hammer I stashed in the dark smashes the witch. She cries out in pain, everyone rushes in turning on lights. How DARE you Mystery X how dare you , what kinda monster are you, you hurt our retarted little girl, who outweighs us
(9:46:57 PM) mcfing: lots and lots of violence growing up, brutal kids, mean adults
(9:47:12 PM) mcfing: law of the jungle
(9:48:39 PM) mcfing: I found violence liberating. rather then just take it, or run and face three more bullies the next day. You can attack, even if you lose the wages are up now. There's the possiblity of getting hurt not so much fun. If you win, then one bully down fuck you bitch
(9:53:21 PM) fathercrump: http://www.infictive.com/Little_Wererabbit
(9:53:58 PM) fathercrump: Im thinking that Red Rabbit is not really a red furred rabbit
(9:54:02 PM) fathercrump: if you know what Im saying
(9:57:36 PM) mcfing: there's a story behind that. My cousin was once terrified by what he claims was a evil white rabbit with red eyes. It had long fangs that dripped blood and it was inside a hollowed out part of a tree
(9:58:04 PM) mcfing: and image stayed with me from when we where children and he told me about it
(9:59:54 PM) mcfing: near to the trees in that picture I used to find these little yellow fruits. We called them banana's. Like micro banana's on three inch or so tall plants. Tiny but very sweet with a odd but pleasant taste. I've not seen them for decades. they would always bloom around easter and produce those yummy fruits
(10:00:03 PM) mcfing: I search for them every year nothing
(10:00:18 PM) mcfing: no one around here has ever heard of them
(10:01:23 PM) mcfing: thats a magical field. with sink holes and layers of folded space ruins below. big holes sealed with thin rotten board, tunnels below.
(10:02:15 PM) mcfing: a barb wire fence decades gone past the trees lining the way to road with magical objects all along it, ruins of buildings from the here and now beyond the fence in south field.
(10:02:20 PM) fathercrump: http://www.infictive.com/Conservitive_hunting_partys
(10:02:29 PM) fathercrump: I think I have a suspect
(10:02:46 PM) mcfing: a building thats in ruins but maybe was built in near future but time over laps in folded space
(10:02:47 PM) fathercrump: looks like its Gerald Ellon
(10:03:13 PM) mcfing: that bastard
(10:06:07 PM) fathercrump: I have no idea what it all means
(10:06:15 PM) fathercrump: or why it would emerge now
(10:10:34 PM) fathercrump: signs that there was a retaliation
(10:10:44 PM) fathercrump: but seems to have split time
(10:11:08 PM) fathercrump: two time lines simultaneous
(10:12:43 PM) fathercrump: Ellon is the Texan?
(10:13:25 PM) fathercrump: I always wondered whtat made you drag Pual Ester into this.
(10:13:25 PM) mcfing: yes
(10:14:08 PM) fathercrump: well then he is clearly hit by the squirlles
(10:14:27 PM) fathercrump: http://www.infictive.com/No_one_there_expected_what_was_about_to_go_down
(10:15:12 PM) fathercrump: Humboldt fog was/is particularly disturbing
(10:15:14 PM) mcfing: whoah! Ester, whose name is a taske off on
Easter has a gun manufactured by itan's gunshop WeirdArms,
(10:15:52 PM) mcfing: imagine what said fire arm is worth now that the legendary shop has closed and will probably never make a gun again
(10:15:58 PM) fathercrump: and why a dauchsund?
(10:16:33 PM) fathercrump: I would not be so disturbed but its like I wrote some of this...but I dont see it in the History
(10:18:07 PM) mcfing: you must have wrote a good part of it
(10:18:25 PM) mcfing: I wrote the dauchsund bit but I forget why
(10:18:46 PM) mcfing: I must have recovered this entry from key23 and that's why your not credited in hisotry
(10:19:48 PM) mcfing: i listened to it using textaloud and all along I thought you wrote it.
(10:20:23 PM) fathercrump: hmm
(10:20:36 PM) fathercrump: really seems like it would have been after that
(10:21:23 PM) fathercrump: Jan 2007
(10:21:25 PM) mcfing: I found a fossil or a fish gill I think its a gill and that's what everyone who sees it thinks
(10:21:39 PM) mcfing: long ago
(10:21:58 PM) fathercrump: nice..thats one thing we have pinged...that Devon Age right?
(10:22:02 PM) fathercrump: fish world
(10:23:50 PM) mcfing: the great plains once a warm ocean but it could have been later in the 70 milliond years of the great swamp
(10:24:10 PM) mcfing: or even after a river fish from five thousand years ago its a small gill
(10:27:28 PM) fathercrump: we have been tagging the park wih our squirrel
(10:27:49 PM) fathercrump: we laid it down a deep grove in the sand of the baseball diamond
(10:28:00 PM) mcfing: ah yes. the city is full of them. I've not seen them aroudn the farm though
(10:28:06 PM) fathercrump: I think I may know who is wearing the mask
(10:28:17 PM) fathercrump: and who may have done this hit on Ellon
(10:28:33 PM) fathercrump: wouldn't you if they killed your mother?
(10:28:46 PM) mcfing: saw a new kid of lizard as road kill. We have these thin tiny green ones called skinks. this one was long and much thicker beautiful blue skin
(10:28:54 PM) mcfing: yes
(10:28:56 PM) mcfing: right on
(10:29:12 PM) mcfing: saw a live one for the first time last year
(10:29:33 PM) mcfing: skinks and tree frogs are growing in number around here
(10:30:08 PM) mcfing: the skinks came in with the 80's nearly dieing out by the 2000's on a slow come back
(10:30:16 PM) mcfing: more tree snakes