巨大硬气
To "take a fucking dump" refers to the eventual build up of fecal type material when you are jacked into the chair for an extended period of years.
When this material builds up it creates a reek that hovers in the Board Room where the Chairmen reside. It starts to make it hard on your associates...notice why the word "ass" is so important. A terrible reality of the Board Room. Particularly when Matrix Hackers breed. They get super tangled in the Matrix side of things.
No one can imagine the emotional pain that comes from jacking out of the Matrix when you have children. Even if you son is right there beside you. But somehow fully grown.
And you are the lucky one. You can bring them through...but its still early on. Early Days.
You are fucking terrified.
You will jack out. You will puke your guts out. You will take a fucking dump. You have so many more years to stay jacked in.
Early Days. These are the times when you first learn to jack in and out. Or at least do it with a lot more emotional truama that you want to imagine possible.
We have all lost babes to this business...but you gotta really sweat the offspring thing.