Read an article by Prof. Burster V. Hymen and abandon your research
A thirty page article that sucks the life out of you. You are bored and passive now. content to watch TV and eat a couple cheap microwavable dinners a day. Maybe a beer every seven weeks or so. Your life is grey now. You abandoned your research and all your dreams. If you have any dreams at all in your sleep they are no different then the faded things you do. Life goes on until you are too week to get out of bed. You die there content and bored.