You go into blackout mode now. You sometimes lose control after loads of booze and break everything around you while blacked out. You are punching your bloody fist into awards and family pictures that hang in glass cases from the walls. You ripped the computer tower away pulling the monitor and answering machine with it. Smashing the computer against the floor over and over throwing it against the wall. The owner of this office comes in while you are ripping the papers he has spent hours on to shreds. He goes into a anger blackout. He has this problem that when someone really pisses him off he gets hitting and kicking them till he is pulled off them or he drops from exhaustion. No one pulls him off of you. He hits and kicks until you are not recognizable are alive. Finally he drops after kicking you apart in swollen bloody pieces.