You are drunk and in a bad mood one evening when Kevin after calling and you not answering the phone for hours comes by. He is beside himself with worry about you and he is drunk. He starts making demands and you tell him to fuck off and stay the fuck away. To go back to that freak/cunt Shandel as far as your concerned. You learn at school the next day he killed himself by blocking the tail pipe to his car and leaving the engine running while drinking himself wasted. You feel pretty bad about that. You feel way the fuck bad.