Can't go back when forward is the why

Feeding growing straining. Dreaming meaningless dreams about feeding growing straining. You don't dig it. Bones forming, it hurts. Strange frightening sounds threw flesh walls. You fear it. Finally its out into a bright harsh cold world. Slapped and sexually sliced. What the fuck! You scream these words but they are heard as sweet baby cries. No no no! Your back! You have not escaped the birth death re birth cycle.