But your dreams are rich and vivid

For the last seventeen years you have lived only for your dreams. Rich vivid dreams where you can walk, run, hell, where you can fly. But that's just eight hours out of the day. The rest is illness, soreness, too weak to get up to pee.

1. You invent an amazing pee machine
2. You sleep for more hours to escape
3. You start megadosing on sleeping pills so you can sleep longer and longer
4. try to kill yourself by swallowing your tongue