But the war goes on of course

You are weak and sick all the time. You can't get your strength back. You have migraines all the time and smoking kine bud only takes the edge off. When you operate on those 12 hour shifts you normally only make it seven before you faint and they drag you back to your tent. You are getting bags under your eyes that will never go away. Your complexion is dead pale. Your skin is cold.

Cold and pale by the McFing Experience

  1. try hard to get a medical discharge
  2. keep a stiff upper lip
  3. You recover somehow
  4. find something to throw yourself into to help buffer the stress and horror of war
  5. rouge officer
  6. try rouge cures to try to get better