A surprise party, for YOU

Another surprise party for YOU! This is the fourth one this month. The remaining members of the Beatles and the Doors play a set in your honor. You smoke some wonderful dopes and have movie starlets bouncing to the beat on your lap. The party goes on seventeen hours thanks to the heady brew of drugs and later sex that keeps things churning along ecstatically. But under all this you wonder if You are losing some vital part of yourself in these long mirthful days where everything seems to flow your way. Something of the grit and grime of those long ago harder times still has a weight on your spirit mind. You wonder if there's another path you so direct your life down.