You slash your wrists late one night. Not intending to kill yourself, just to make the C O think your serious. But you cut way too deep! Blood spurts in your eye blinding you. You try to make your way to where someone can see you. You are scared as hell that you are going to pass out and bleed out. You pass out. They find you in the morning, barely clinging to life. They are pumping You up with the blood stocks now.