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after that little last statement I talked for about 14 minutes and ELISA recognition have shut off text you none of it but there was no reason to be up the neck fall into the corner and whilst I'm convulsing things seriously traumatic going on there's two bodies I'm much more aware of the second body the body the drifting down the high school hallway. I'm drifting down the high school hallway I go to my locker I twist the combination and open the locker. I draw my penis out to pee like baby walker is a urinal. But its not a urinal I realize it's a locker and I'm right here in the middle of the fucking hole with my dick out. That's fairly distressing but there's something more I'm studing me where I have two bodies. This shit really happened. I'm just second body becomes more and more my name body the second body convulsing like the body is going into some strange convulsions of the other bodies is something seriously fuck up about is everybody going on. I'd actually rather be in the high school hallway and then being this convulsing 6 fucked up body but whatever intensity of the discomfort caused by the convulsing draws me from my high school body to the second body the main body I have fallen into the corner convulsing. My neck and I really fucked up and all the body just TV and doing weird movements involuntarily. I'm able to roll my neck so that the signals connect properly again. Pull myself out of a convulsive dying whatever state.
after that little last statement I talked for about 14 minutes and ELISA recognition have shut off text you none of it but there was no reason to be up the neck fall into the corner and whilst I'm convulsing things seriously traumatic going on there's two bodies I'm much more aware of the second body the body the drifting down the high school hallway. I'm drifting down the high school hallway I go to my locker I twist the combination and open the locker. I draw my penis out to pee like baby walker is a urinal. But its not a urinal I realize it's a locker and I'm right here in the middle of the fucking hole with my dick out. That's fairly distressing but there's something more I'm studing me where I have two bodies. This shit really happened. I'm just second body becomes more and more my name body the second body convulsing like the body is going into some strange convulsions of the other bodies is something seriously fuck up about is everybody going on. I'd actually rather be in the high school hallway and then being this convulsing 6 fucked up body but whatever intensity of the discomfort caused by the convulsing draws me from my high school body to the second body the main body I have fallen into the corner convulsing. My neck and I really fucked up and all the body just TV and doing weird movements involuntarily. I'm able to roll my neck so that the signals connect properly again. Pull myself out of a convulsive dying whatever state.
I'm definitely most likely to die alone I always thought I'd died alone in the winter time really sick and throwing up and in horrible Missouri. It's summertime now I probably survive and not for the alcohol I've been consuming to numb the pain. I can't take too much more of this fucking liquor. I need some fucking of bi or something something more powerful but less toxick why is found some wild turkey 101 Kentucky straight bourbon whiskey is fucking liquor all over the fucking farm. The low places here and there are you can go and like wow there's a bottle of fucking booze hahaha. its own leaders we'd like that like everywhere I look around on Thursday but of hashish 45 grams of wax just sticking to the world over here I think it'll put a bit off but a tang. death to the great alarm best to the great warm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm test of the great alarm death the great alarm just the great alarm death death death of the great alarm def def def def def have a great alarm death to the great alarm I'm not I'm standing before the we call these things turkey Buzzard turkey Buzzard idle turkey Buzzard God eyes turkey Buzzard has the eyes. Look at turkey Buzzard me high Adobe Flash you'll see turkey buzzards very often unless your dealer country then I am there fucking the most wonderful animals with their scaly mix de Sol purple and red like a baboons ass and their eyes big and round and shiny with wisdom I think that this great potential that the turkey Buzzard has more wisdom than the owl the Owls of Y's wise wise mother fucker feathered wears them with big eyes I see an owl. The turkey Buzzard is divine it's like a god it's like summer any pet spider guard pantheon of the gods we got the spider God we got the great alarm we got the turkey Buzzard I will go to God the God I got the Easter Bunny God. the bacon right you know don't be uptight you again for correct you know making a reference to know why is you know take my advice you know worship some sort of the Pantheon that you meet up yourself you know but includes sweater God cuz he's sick. Grail arm is like the Great Satan it basically represents time clock the alarm clock the fucking bullshit of our society that gets in the way of your art the great alarm is all the fucking bullshit you know as seen on blissful parts the real army is like some sort of a religious dogma degree alarm is like the zoning laws the grill arm is like people passing laws for their own fucking profit and you've got the pay. Granulomas time for alarm in Spain the grey alarm is affecting the body is fallible has to be applied to expensive medical regimes and Millismilitant money grabbing bitches I grew up on a fucking farm. At the end of the last decade of the family farm now he's got the corporate farms now we've got be great alarm now we've got a full attention instead he grinds and grovel us into the great alarms charms. in certain amount of appeal to be in that great alarms wheel. to be a true of tl you've got to believe in hell as a place that people who think differently than your face deserve to go you know. Manifesto draft manifest to fuck the great alarm. now although some meat life you're serving the rules and constructions and the restrictions are placed upon her splice. All this meat suit going on you got certain things you need and we gotta have supplied by people who don't have the best of intense for your well being or if they do your wellbeing profits them and that's the reason why they got some kind of concerning the fucking first place. Another words and dreams are fucking the shit out of most of these kids when they're in school. You got to be a conventional thinking piece of shit you got to go before B status quo you know you've got to push that bullshit. And if you're not part of that what do you do. For the most part you with her and slowly die. That's the whole thing you know ride that fucking whore slow Springs little cause that's been around spending if they're spending you're not winning if you're spending you're not winning is winning the rain alarm is grinning from the stress it speeds on the fear and pain at speeds on and the anger. The anger is a good thing for the great alarm to be mad I mean I was holding you down we going to do to be happy about it you know are you going to not friend. But even the faithful great alarm service stores in there at churches are nice cars. Their whole flushing of their spirit to join Christianity the material religion. Some religions are spiritual Christianity is all about the money its all materials all about what you have and how much you have is how good you are the richer or the holier practically a profit once you get a million dollars off it. Death is different things that I did I fuckin spilled my whiskey there is different things that I did I fuckin spilled my whiskey fuck. bubbles and fucking broke the fucking container there is some whiskey as medicine that's fucking pain killer splattered on the fucking get out of the ports you know I could probably. That reminds me yesterday they before I was puking and I was dry heaving wasn't puking cuz I don't eat much anymore understand anything in my stomach. But dry heaving for a long fucking time just making puking sounds but all dried up and out of food and out of contents are eventually amongst the yellowish saliva or mucus there was black little nuggets of bile. So after finally heating up some vial after 3 or 4 hours of hard work I kind of laid back on the porch in these kittens come up in the bile pool. This of it looking at their tongues pull up this viscous strande fluid looks like some difference not in the hot Sun. we're having trouble getting it into their mouth is like rubber cement with mostly dry. The cast aside to find some other kind of fluid satisfaction than this. Look it up at your own risk. The great summer of sickness. But I feel pretty good now the pain is totally gone and I'm fucking drunk as hell I'm talking delirious I'm fucking delirious now. Like an Arthur Rimbaud trip I just need some hashish to make it thick. I really like to do some kind of drugs right now any kind of fucking drugs any fucking time besides speed types. Container be good but nothing pending means no way. But I really want to say let's go behind maybe some powerful hashish windows super dance. See concoctions to come up now legal States like wax or shatter. Is kind of fun it's running down because the pain makes me repeat this urge to offend him. But I think I'll go and get some right now. Some kind bud in a bong.
I'm definitely most likely to die alone I always thought I'd died alone in the winter time really sick and throwing up and in horrible Missouri. It's summertime now I probably survive and not for the alcohol I've been consuming to numb the pain. I can't take too much more of this fucking liquor. I need some fucking of bi or something something more powerful but less toxick why is found some wild turkey 101 Kentucky straight bourbon whiskey is fucking liquor all over the fucking farm. The low places here and there are you can go and like wow there's a bottle of fucking booze hahaha. its own leaders we'd like that like everywhere I look around on Thursday but of hashish 45 grams of wax just sticking to the world over here I think it'll put a bit off but a tang. death to the great alarm best to the great warm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm test of the great alarm death the great alarm just the great alarm death death death of the great alarm def def def def def have a great alarm death to the great alarm I'm not I'm standing before the we call these things turkey Buzzard turkey Buzzard idle turkey Buzzard God eyes turkey Buzzard has the eyes. Look at turkey Buzzard me high Adobe Flash you'll see turkey buzzards very often unless your dealer country then I am there fucking the most wonderful animals with their scaly mix de Sol purple and red like a baboons ass and their eyes big and round and shiny with wisdom I think that this great potential that the turkey Buzzard has more wisdom than the owl the Owls of Y's wise wise mother fucker feathered wears them with big eyes I see an owl. The turkey Buzzard is divine it's like a god it's like summer any pet spider guard pantheon of the gods we got the spider God we got the great alarm we got the turkey Buzzard I will go to God the God I got the Easter Bunny God. the bacon right you know don't be uptight you again for correct you know making a reference to know why is you know take my advice you know worship some sort of the Pantheon that you meet up yourself you know but includes sweater God cuz he's sick. Grail arm is like the Great Satan it basically represents time clock the alarm clock the fucking bullshit of our society that gets in the way of your art the great alarm is all the fucking bullshit you know as seen on blissful parts the real army is like some sort of a religious dogma degree alarm is like the zoning laws the grill arm is like people passing laws for their own fucking profit and you've got the pay. Granulomas time for alarm in Spain the grey alarm is affecting the body is fallible has to be applied to expensive medical regimes and Millismilitant money grabbing bitches I grew up on a fucking farm. At the end of the last decade of the family farm now he's got the corporate farms now we've got be great alarm now we've got a full attention instead he grinds and grovel us into the great alarms charms. in certain amount of appeal to be in that great alarms wheel. to be a true of tl you've got to believe in hell as a place that people who think differently than your face deserve to go you know. Manifesto draft manifest to fuck the great alarm. now although some meat life you're serving the rules and constructions and the restrictions are placed upon her splice. All this meat suit going on you got certain things you need and we gotta have supplied by people who don't have the best of intense for your well being or if they do your wellbeing profits them and that's the reason why they got some kind of concerning the fucking first place. Another words and dreams are fucking the shit out of most of these kids when they're in school. You got to be a conventional thinking piece of shit you got to go before B status quo you know you've got to push that bullshit. And if you're not part of that what do you do. For the most part you with her and slowly die. That's the whole thing you know ride that fucking whore slow Springs little cause that's been around spending if they're spending you're not winning if you're spending you're not winning is winning the rain alarm is grinning from the stress it speeds on the fear and pain at speeds on and the anger. The anger is a good thing for the great alarm to be mad I mean I was holding you down we going to do to be happy about it you know are you going to not friend. But even the faithful great alarm service stores in there at churches are nice cars. Their whole flushing of their spirit to join Christianity the material religion. Some religions are spiritual Christianity is all about the money its all materials all about what you have and how much you have is how good you are the richer or the holier practically a profit once you get a million dollars off it. Death is different things that I did I fuckin spilled my whiskey there is different things that I did I fuckin spilled my whiskey fuck. bubbles and fucking broke the fucking container there is some whiskey as medicine that's fucking pain killer splattered on the fucking get out of the ports you know I could probably. That reminds me yesterday they before I was puking and I was dry heaving wasn't puking cuz I don't eat much anymore understand anything in my stomach. But dry heaving for a long fucking time just making puking sounds but all dried up and out of food and out of contents are eventually amongst the yellowish saliva or mucus there was black little nuggets of bile. So after finally heating up some vial after 3 or 4 hours of hard work I kind of laid back on the porch in these kittens come up in the bile pool. This of it looking at their tongues pull up this viscous strande fluid looks like some difference not in the hot Sun. we're having trouble getting it into their mouth is like rubber cement with mostly dry. The cast aside to find some other kind of fluid satisfaction than this. Look it up at your own risk. The great summer of sickness. But I feel pretty good now the pain is totally gone and I'm fucking drunk as hell I'm talking delirious I'm fucking delirious now. Like an Arthur Rimbaud trip I just need some hashish to make it thick. I really like to do some kind of drugs right now any kind of fucking drugs any fucking time besides speed types. Container be good but nothing pending means no way. But I really want to say let's go behind maybe some powerful hashish windows super dance. See concoctions to come up now legal States like wax or shatter. Is kind of fun it's running down because the pain makes me repeat this urge to offend him. But I think I'll go and get some right now. Some kind bud in a bong.
I just stepped on a tour in a branch tumbled down by coloring lenses. no motor skills left to speak of walking a zombies shamble. and there's assholee Wendover the plains. looking out over self build as I take a piss. discount cinnamon whiskey please. Hot and humid Plains all still and quiet it's a Friday 3:08 p.m. . Sun is kind of overcast in soft until you get outside the trees. Then so white hot strangle light. Then its the M motor that pulls her needs. Duane coming up now and simpson weed is growing strong. White truck down 61st Street. 61st Street is always been the land of my enemies for the most part. Never got along those fuckers was piece of shit fuckers on 61st Street fuck you all of you. Except a few. These are the weird twisted alcoholic people whose kids grow up abusing me as the little Lord Fauntleroy because my parents on that land they when some land they live on now and then build houses and sold on the property and then feel like they should have to pay money to live there and that they had was some kind of them evil land baron who should construct houses and give a large sections of his property for free. course I didn't know that when I was being shot with slingshots. Didn't know that was getting punched in the face by angry kids are hated my family. They never actually explain why I wasn't bad and had to be hurt like that. Is only as hate you know the old into the show hate from these drunken fucking parents the kids grew up drinking and storing the few that it means really isn't all that. But now it's beginning to be in Newtown annexed by the evil empire of maze. Mais always been an evil place. Still is this very day. But that said this redneck blood is running thin as more and more people for to Mayes. Which advertises itself is a good place for a nice right wing Christian affluent families to a mask for the good schools in the Klint country atmosphere is the city keeps on growing and growing out of its own beer. Plans for tax profits like ours. Taxes go up 1800 dollars and maze takes over. Cop screws up and down the streets for her own protection allegedly. They have those cops stopped few activities that were coming here in the boonieswriting their four wheelers modified so they make more and wires up and down the streets all night and day that's going away because this is a city now and you can't drive your four wheelers up and down a city street nevermind the fact that to the left of you there's a field into the other side is a field as well you want to sit in fox feels we got the field in front of us will be sinus Southfield in fact we got feel behind us the bills deal begun bunch of assholes on 61st Street in the other side fuck you piece of shit. And this is a city under city ordinances in law as my family has enough property were allowed to shoot I forgot aaron. However all these people too small we will give you something and remind them they do. And as I say the blood is getting tanned out all these fucking inbred redneck meth head alcoholics earns more slowly being replaced it was bad because I'll be nice visit with her just drove by just talking about police officers earlier is that kind of strange. Following some guy in a race car you don't think you speeding but maybe he was but anyway they're going to the racetrack was just on 61st Street evil 64 Street with bad people live. And going to make sense that something like that would be profiled by Officer you know it's a race car after all maybe they were speeding lies don't think so. Walking along in the red hot Sun almost and now the pain is gone except for the discomfort in the stomach like I've only been consuming liquor and food or something like that which is trueall drinking on the 3rd of July all the walking around but just hi. smoking lots of green and red buttons. Candy cinnamon whiskey at the flood. 2 bebes build my last dose. But then again I'm headed by drinking not be gross. Walking on my name is found the place I was boring you understand. Last will be my ancestral home. My family's been here since the 1870s in a row. At least in the Kansas Lanza can hear from the great homes there at 8 p.m. whatever it was you know. We came from Kentucky for once we were rich Civil War broker well because we made black people free well worth it you know but fuck the family up Ohno and we move the Kansas it start again farming industry. Kind of shameful that we were slavers but that wasn't me. Like to think that if I was living back then I will see the wrong in it you know but maybe I'll be ignorant like the other mother fuckers is easy to be ignorant about what profits you after all. Kentucky to Kansas whole bunch of pictures on the Homestead Act. We made force the last of the Indians a way to get out of Kansas cuz we're stuck here. & I still know people who know people who talked about in Kara the front gate Indians from the way back then refuse to go with their told you know and they state along the river and sometimes they would raise the white people for food I'll hurt them but still some shit you know or ask for something even. Apparently the white folks would really enthusiastic Lee give them food and lots of sympathy back in the 18 hundreds and early after 1920.a beautiful hit the sacred weed blown out as I recite this now. And I'm still spinning spinning spinning around. Willing stable motor skills are fucked up and labeled. Spinning around might hit the ground last time I was just drunk I remember I fell into a few gold in the world spinning so fast so fucking fast the corner to get up because I heard such a dirty girl. Started raining hard and I thought it'd be interesting to see what I hear in this field I felt like I just gave up and lay there I would in fact that I told him down on me cold rain on a summer night. But I dragged myself up and went home to get some water and take care of myself and survive. You must fairly tough we can take a lot of toxins and still survive it seems. I'm starting to feel like I'm going to live through all this. Courses more whiskey later when the pain comes back. Cool thing about a long. Of intense fucking disability ting pain is when it goes away those endorphins are still fucking churning. Extra fucking bliss going through your system. Animegc really be a tad times much better makes you want to eat some pig on chatter. Eating practically nothing now but I had a small pot pie several hours ago. Drinking lots of water and that's probably the best thing I can do right now. These motor skills are gone about fell over man.dismal for the humidity badness kansas forward fucking sadness. The family farm grand family fun grandfather's farm groupon what does that mean for the end of the road. Not as always told me on this for months ago, I'm not even the look at the crazy looking haley landscape be on. And now I have dreams about this pain sometimes spiritual place carribean energy power. Not crabby in the hall at all just anus. It's not for indiana all it was a mess voice recognition like the anus in the hall. Things I never said but were added buy a failure filled voice rec and don't help it I'm drunk as hell. Probably slurring my words. When I talk slow it's more accurate but I can't keep up with the weird fuck that look across my abandon mine so fucking hot sweaty now sweat like whiskey drops. Like whiskey drops yeah I mention. Mention. Did I mention the best in the great alarm alarm alarm def alarm alarm def bring the trailer doctor dray alarm alarm. Shannon and you get something different do you really can't bam get something different save the same thing off in an you get different words like muffins and different spent. How old is alcohol and leases was language. I bet you there about the same age that's when I'll cut holes rage first was communicated in ripley headed tried to try. Try but to try to try to not try but try the try the tribal you can say tribal you can say tried the trying to say try to using the b at the end to make it more likely to say try that'll never say t r I p. Tr I be try to. Fix your office holy land the residue the doomed druids the semester hand. And all designed against the likes of you if you're reading this text then you or next. And usual must be removed. Time groove test moon everything must be removed. As we go along certain things about to go. Everything gets condensed all content gets reviews. Reduced re deuce all content gets re dues. No more frontier. No more wild lands. Whole world of concrete a great cigarette. The great zachariah at which is a medieval or older ancient even step paramedic told the cigarette. Trying to say the name of the ascension building and I'll always get cigarettes I'm not saying cigarette I'm saying they girlfriend. I'm not saying they girlfriend I'm talking the name of the name giant building it's a step paramedic huge it's cold a vega a rat. It's not cold ave correct I'll say it slower it's called a zig wraps close zig wraps is much closer than the former mess translations. Zig to a rap will call this ancient building. Coming down from the alcohol brown. Coming down but still no pain yet. Smoke absorption to my cell. Smoking smoking enjoying it. It's a smoke smoke biscuit. And where did we go wrong should we never have developed a language. Should we never have made it machines. Chevy should we never have made the laws the restrictions. Should we never have adopted religions. And water drinking water is like your energy bless. Water is like probably saving my life even as we speak. Suck it down that clearwater. Stranger has no caffeine where is the colorful coloring water. Some people most exclusively drink water. But only some. Suck it down morgantown reno. Running low suck it down winding down.

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voice recognition train wreck on my final day. give death as sweet smoke bring it along the way. save that for a second its a loan. it's wondering about its own yard dying and its own home.


it's the 3rd of July and I'm going to hide Hyatt and that's the way. 3rd of July and I'm going to die smoking a joint before I go. it's my testimony of that stuff. this voice recognition sucks it's not getting half of what I say correctly. but this is the record my manifesto of the day I think I'm going to die and drink more with you now. drink more whiskey now. even though I'm spending spending all around and feeling kind of talk sick like I've been too much booze. ,I think I'm going to die and there's nobody within 500 miles that gives a fuck.

my crazy phone just made this weird sound like a tomb of planning. sure is nice and smoke a joint when you're dying.the tyranny of voice recognition messing up on stirring the things I say. death to the great alarm. death to the great alarm. death to the great alarm. Long live the spider God. ispending gets a little more. sitting on a outdoor swing chair and drunk. 3rd of July 2015.a warm day but not too hot.I think I'm going to throw up. Been puking bile lately cuz I like swimming is empty. nothing butblood sugar totally out of control. infection themes the high blood all sticky and thick with sugar. the sugar is transforming into a formaldehyde like toxin. sweet candy cinnamon whiskey. early morning trying to vomit body trying to puke out an infection that is in the jar tooth and ear. violent dry heaving for hours dehydration continuous pain inability to do fucking muchapparently I've used up all my bile to. fireworks popping and flaring all around 3rd of July in the redneck town. cocksuckers these patriots who hate about 40 percent of the American people. these Patriots with their guns in their Bibles and their whiskey. These patriots who hate black people hate Muslims hate faggots hate everyone. That's my neighborhood it's no good. These are the true Americans they suspense with hate and rage. blaming the unfortunate the less fortunate for all there was.smoke supplies getting low whiskey running out and the pain still shouts. we weren't really designed to live as long as I've been here anyway. modern macaroni medicine terrible and horrible medicine side effects and big bills that's the world is the world is the world world world. the fucking world all provided by the fuck the Prophet tears I've got Moors. all polluted and diluted look misinformation that's stupid fucking piece of shit nation. with little strands of sticky hope little bands that smoke the dope. little pockets of freedom in a land where freedom means I get to tell you what you do. Christian voodoo evil mood dude. Pollution druid Hunter who wants to explain it all. kind of nothing. Mt Lofty speeches from those who impeach of. empty little tail from some fucker who lies as well. Where did the snakes go hadn't seen the fucking frogs lately on a farm fucking world is drying up and Diana climate is withering. Maybe this is a good time to go for it gets any more low. And everyone's Shiloh. No one knows where to go. All lost and fucked up you know. Build for that nothing you know. and if I die what the legacy of scribed. Should lay down should dream more when I sleep there's no pain when I dream it's alright. The only truly time I'm not aware of a lot of pain as well as sleepy enough.at this point it only gets worse more pain less energy why isn't B.although my mind is develop some wet and I can perhaps create my best work yet. can't work with pain at least not this much. only voice recognition is left for me now dictate my philosophy was a misspelled or miss thought word every force 5. get lots of it wrong constantly. It seems there's also an algorithm to voice recognition and the things that I say or to obscure for it to recognize for example it'll get something wrong and when I hit the correction button when the first options is the actual correct but much more obscure contacts that I was reaching for her. The screen is black as I have voice recognizer grant. How much is wrong how much is wrong how much is wrong if I keep on chatting death to the great alarm guest to the great alarm def to the great alarm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm will it say this every single time will I have variances if I yell at arm arm. a little distortion in this period of our history maybe with was a victim of voice recognition we are more free. Everything you say might be totally going through a program just like this but they get it wrong to our internal bliss. When I say we're going to meet and overthrow the government voice recognition Harris us say we like lots of candy mints and there's no problem there but we're really going to March and killed but the voice recognition says we're going to go take a nap on the big old Hill and its okay. paramedics and in voice recognition reputation vicious priest molest these flies keep on dying in my whiskey the sweet sweet cinnamon candy lures them to their doom I guess they get so drunk they can't get away and they flew in the I like short men by 24 or less I know where is it seems. we can hardly take a step out killing something you know. Every step kills kills kills kills kills things are dying because I'm flossing my teeth things are dying because I'm driving to work things are dying cuz I'm unpacking stuff things are dying because I'm just fucking walking around. We're like a big old fucking wave wedge disease a smashing through the world you know ppl other room and business people and animals. Specially the mammals and reptiles got to see them go with rain down to the great day off you know. We're going down to the Great die off you know we're going down there going to go to die I die off you know. big old wave of death coming babies big old with a definite stuff because it mostly is a little bit them. And no one is innocent and we can't swim.pouring the whiskey and soda red like diluted blood cinnamon sticks smell I hate to see it go into that fluid I need to drink this fucking shit. the right now I'm not feeling pain took a lot of fucking whiskey this thing in a little vodka to you. Each day I need more more and more alcohol Judas polluted device that's not very nice just to the system. you're more blessed than paradise is just escaping the total pain. now I sit in the Secret Garden concrete bench hearing the beautiful sound of birds and everything seems so nice when the pain slips away no more pain my belly feels sick. and the breathed going the plants there's so many in the garden all kinds of crazy colors live plants waves of crimson and yellow and all kinds of threads and the lavenders and purples Green of course within the leaves and Finley friends windchimes but the wind isn't quite strong enough to them. Saw wild turkey hen whilst I was dry heaving and calling in sick to work. It was in the prairie grass that we're license to grow for another couple years or so. While the digital prairie grass. turkey hand with some babies that were concealed by the grass and moving very very technically to not be seen a little brown smudges in the scene. And the whole thing seems smugg maybe it was my vision being blurry but is strange haze of wonderful birds spiritual turkeys huge grape black and yellow butterfly on a pink red flower if this crazy hi I've come all crimson orange it stands up so proudly like it's like a check me out I'm free and awesome butterfly flying to another abuse pink coneflowers doing its thing like a butterfly who's getting closer to the psych systematically making it through these particular flowers is lots of other is a good plan on but like these purple coneflower is a green green green stems and flower I mean leave. stick it in that little proboscis into the stamens of the flower Janet sell some Holland delicious sugar fruit superfruit for these creatures imagine that fucking blue she also T of it pouncing on his clothes or anything since I quit drinking whole body shaking as it sucks out that ponen really working that flower. it seems like too beautiful to be real that crazy patterns of black on the LoL the border is a black and wait till to self and just shake this off and just until it's really put an effort into this and below it there is a black and white butterfly its pretty awesome too but not near as big this thing is really fucking big butterfly the thought of being dead never bothered me just a pain involved dying. Pain is a fucking intrical part of dying I don't think you really die easy Mike how could you. Nobody's trying to hang on to be all kinds of signals. you don't die easy from a drug overdose and die easy from anything really maybe if you die in your sleep like the legendary peaceful death in your sleep but who knows if that's even right. Maybe a coma you should be shaking in the underwear of it. once when I was in high school I did something to my neck is really hurting me I popped it on the radio is playing

after that little last statement I talked for about 14 minutes and ELISA recognition have shut off text you none of it but there was no reason to be up the neck fall into the corner and whilst I'm convulsing things seriously traumatic going on there's two bodies I'm much more aware of the second body the body the drifting down the high school hallway. I'm drifting down the high school hallway I go to my locker I twist the combination and open the locker. I draw my penis out to pee like baby walker is a urinal. But its not a urinal I realize it's a locker and I'm right here in the middle of the fucking hole with my dick out. That's fairly distressing but there's something more I'm studing me where I have two bodies. This shit really happened. I'm just second body becomes more and more my name body the second body convulsing like the body is going into some strange convulsions of the other bodies is something seriously fuck up about is everybody going on. I'd actually rather be in the high school hallway and then being this convulsing 6 fucked up body but whatever intensity of the discomfort caused by the convulsing draws me from my high school body to the second body the main body I have fallen into the corner convulsing. My neck and I really fucked up and all the body just TV and doing weird movements involuntarily. I'm able to roll my neck so that the signals connect properly again. Pull myself out of a convulsive dying whatever state. I'm definitely most likely to die alone I always thought I'd died alone in the winter time really sick and throwing up and in horrible Missouri. It's summertime now I probably survive and not for the alcohol I've been consuming to numb the pain. I can't take too much more of this fucking liquor. I need some fucking of bi or something something more powerful but less toxick why is found some wild turkey 101 Kentucky straight bourbon whiskey is fucking liquor all over the fucking farm. The low places here and there are you can go and like wow there's a bottle of fucking booze hahaha. its own leaders we'd like that like everywhere I look around on Thursday but of hashish 45 grams of wax just sticking to the world over here I think it'll put a bit off but a tang. death to the great alarm best to the great warm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm death to the great alarm test of the great alarm death the great alarm just the great alarm death death death of the great alarm def def def def def have a great alarm death to the great alarm I'm not I'm standing before the we call these things turkey Buzzard turkey Buzzard idle turkey Buzzard God eyes turkey Buzzard has the eyes. Look at turkey Buzzard me high Adobe Flash you'll see turkey buzzards very often unless your dealer country then I am there fucking the most wonderful animals with their scaly mix de Sol purple and red like a baboons ass and their eyes big and round and shiny with wisdom I think that this great potential that the turkey Buzzard has more wisdom than the owl the Owls of Y's wise wise mother fucker feathered wears them with big eyes I see an owl. The turkey Buzzard is divine it's like a god it's like summer any pet spider guard pantheon of the gods we got the spider God we got the great alarm we got the turkey Buzzard I will go to God the God I got the Easter Bunny God. the bacon right you know don't be uptight you again for correct you know making a reference to know why is you know take my advice you know worship some sort of the Pantheon that you meet up yourself you know but includes sweater God cuz he's sick. Grail arm is like the Great Satan it basically represents time clock the alarm clock the fucking bullshit of our society that gets in the way of your art the great alarm is all the fucking bullshit you know as seen on blissful parts the real army is like some sort of a religious dogma degree alarm is like the zoning laws the grill arm is like people passing laws for their own fucking profit and you've got the pay. Granulomas time for alarm in Spain the grey alarm is affecting the body is fallible has to be applied to expensive medical regimes and Millismilitant money grabbing bitches I grew up on a fucking farm. At the end of the last decade of the family farm now he's got the corporate farms now we've got be great alarm now we've got a full attention instead he grinds and grovel us into the great alarms charms. in certain amount of appeal to be in that great alarms wheel. to be a true of tl you've got to believe in hell as a place that people who think differently than your face deserve to go you know. Manifesto draft manifest to fuck the great alarm. now although some meat life you're serving the rules and constructions and the restrictions are placed upon her splice. All this meat suit going on you got certain things you need and we gotta have supplied by people who don't have the best of intense for your well being or if they do your wellbeing profits them and that's the reason why they got some kind of concerning the fucking first place. Another words and dreams are fucking the shit out of most of these kids when they're in school. You got to be a conventional thinking piece of shit you got to go before B status quo you know you've got to push that bullshit. And if you're not part of that what do you do. For the most part you with her and slowly die. That's the whole thing you know ride that fucking whore slow Springs little cause that's been around spending if they're spending you're not winning if you're spending you're not winning is winning the rain alarm is grinning from the stress it speeds on the fear and pain at speeds on and the anger. The anger is a good thing for the great alarm to be mad I mean I was holding you down we going to do to be happy about it you know are you going to not friend. But even the faithful great alarm service stores in there at churches are nice cars. Their whole flushing of their spirit to join Christianity the material religion. Some religions are spiritual Christianity is all about the money its all materials all about what you have and how much you have is how good you are the richer or the holier practically a profit once you get a million dollars off it. Death is different things that I did I fuckin spilled my whiskey there is different things that I did I fuckin spilled my whiskey fuck. bubbles and fucking broke the fucking container there is some whiskey as medicine that's fucking pain killer splattered on the fucking get out of the ports you know I could probably. That reminds me yesterday they before I was puking and I was dry heaving wasn't puking cuz I don't eat much anymore understand anything in my stomach. But dry heaving for a long fucking time just making puking sounds but all dried up and out of food and out of contents are eventually amongst the yellowish saliva or mucus there was black little nuggets of bile. So after finally heating up some vial after 3 or 4 hours of hard work I kind of laid back on the porch in these kittens come up in the bile pool. This of it looking at their tongues pull up this viscous strande fluid looks like some difference not in the hot Sun. we're having trouble getting it into their mouth is like rubber cement with mostly dry. The cast aside to find some other kind of fluid satisfaction than this. Look it up at your own risk. The great summer of sickness. But I feel pretty good now the pain is totally gone and I'm fucking drunk as hell I'm talking delirious I'm fucking delirious now. Like an Arthur Rimbaud trip I just need some hashish to make it thick. I really like to do some kind of drugs right now any kind of fucking drugs any fucking time besides speed types. Container be good but nothing pending means no way. But I really want to say let's go behind maybe some powerful hashish windows super dance. See concoctions to come up now legal States like wax or shatter. Is kind of fun it's running down because the pain makes me repeat this urge to offend him. But I think I'll go and get some right now. Some kind bud in a bong. I just stepped on a tour in a branch tumbled down by coloring lenses. no motor skills left to speak of walking a zombies shamble. and there's assholee Wendover the plains. looking out over self build as I take a piss. discount cinnamon whiskey please. Hot and humid Plains all still and quiet it's a Friday 3:08 p.m. . Sun is kind of overcast in soft until you get outside the trees. Then so white hot strangle light. Then its the M motor that pulls her needs. Duane coming up now and simpson weed is growing strong. White truck down 61st Street. 61st Street is always been the land of my enemies for the most part. Never got along those fuckers was piece of shit fuckers on 61st Street fuck you all of you. Except a few. These are the weird twisted alcoholic people whose kids grow up abusing me as the little Lord Fauntleroy because my parents on that land they when some land they live on now and then build houses and sold on the property and then feel like they should have to pay money to live there and that they had was some kind of them evil land baron who should construct houses and give a large sections of his property for free. course I didn't know that when I was being shot with slingshots. Didn't know that was getting punched in the face by angry kids are hated my family. They never actually explain why I wasn't bad and had to be hurt like that. Is only as hate you know the old into the show hate from these drunken fucking parents the kids grew up drinking and storing the few that it means really isn't all that. But now it's beginning to be in Newtown annexed by the evil empire of maze. Mais always been an evil place. Still is this very day. But that said this redneck blood is running thin as more and more people for to Mayes. Which advertises itself is a good place for a nice right wing Christian affluent families to a mask for the good schools in the Klint country atmosphere is the city keeps on growing and growing out of its own beer. Plans for tax profits like ours. Taxes go up 1800 dollars and maze takes over. Cop screws up and down the streets for her own protection allegedly. They have those cops stopped few activities that were coming here in the boonieswriting their four wheelers modified so they make more and wires up and down the streets all night and day that's going away because this is a city now and you can't drive your four wheelers up and down a city street nevermind the fact that to the left of you there's a field into the other side is a field as well you want to sit in fox feels we got the field in front of us will be sinus Southfield in fact we got feel behind us the bills deal begun bunch of assholes on 61st Street in the other side fuck you piece of shit. And this is a city under city ordinances in law as my family has enough property were allowed to shoot I forgot aaron. However all these people too small we will give you something and remind them they do. And as I say the blood is getting tanned out all these fucking inbred redneck meth head alcoholics earns more slowly being replaced it was bad because I'll be nice visit with her just drove by just talking about police officers earlier is that kind of strange. Following some guy in a race car you don't think you speeding but maybe he was but anyway they're going to the racetrack was just on 61st Street evil 64 Street with bad people live. And going to make sense that something like that would be profiled by Officer you know it's a race car after all maybe they were speeding lies don't think so. Walking along in the red hot Sun almost and now the pain is gone except for the discomfort in the stomach like I've only been consuming liquor and food or something like that which is trueall drinking on the 3rd of July all the walking around but just hi. smoking lots of green and red buttons. Candy cinnamon whiskey at the flood. 2 bebes build my last dose. But then again I'm headed by drinking not be gross. Walking on my name is found the place I was boring you understand. Last will be my ancestral home. My family's been here since the 1870s in a row. At least in the Kansas Lanza can hear from the great homes there at 8 p.m. whatever it was you know. We came from Kentucky for once we were rich Civil War broker well because we made black people free well worth it you know but fuck the family up Ohno and we move the Kansas it start again farming industry. Kind of shameful that we were slavers but that wasn't me. Like to think that if I was living back then I will see the wrong in it you know but maybe I'll be ignorant like the other mother fuckers is easy to be ignorant about what profits you after all. Kentucky to Kansas whole bunch of pictures on the Homestead Act. We made force the last of the Indians a way to get out of Kansas cuz we're stuck here. & I still know people who know people who talked about in Kara the front gate Indians from the way back then refuse to go with their told you know and they state along the river and sometimes they would raise the white people for food I'll hurt them but still some shit you know or ask for something even. Apparently the white folks would really enthusiastic Lee give them food and lots of sympathy back in the 18 hundreds and early after 1920.a beautiful hit the sacred weed blown out as I recite this now. And I'm still spinning spinning spinning around. Willing stable motor skills are fucked up and labeled. Spinning around might hit the ground last time I was just drunk I remember I fell into a few gold in the world spinning so fast so fucking fast the corner to get up because I heard such a dirty girl. Started raining hard and I thought it'd be interesting to see what I hear in this field I felt like I just gave up and lay there I would in fact that I told him down on me cold rain on a summer night. But I dragged myself up and went home to get some water and take care of myself and survive. You must fairly tough we can take a lot of toxins and still survive it seems. I'm starting to feel like I'm going to live through all this. Courses more whiskey later when the pain comes back. Cool thing about a long. Of intense fucking disability ting pain is when it goes away those endorphins are still fucking churning. Extra fucking bliss going through your system. Animegc really be a tad times much better makes you want to eat some pig on chatter. Eating practically nothing now but I had a small pot pie several hours ago. Drinking lots of water and that's probably the best thing I can do right now. These motor skills are gone about fell over man.dismal for the humidity badness kansas forward fucking sadness. The family farm grand family fun grandfather's farm groupon what does that mean for the end of the road. Not as always told me on this for months ago, I'm not even the look at the crazy looking haley landscape be on. And now I have dreams about this pain sometimes spiritual place carribean energy power. Not crabby in the hall at all just anus. It's not for indiana all it was a mess voice recognition like the anus in the hall. Things I never said but were added buy a failure filled voice rec and don't help it I'm drunk as hell. Probably slurring my words. When I talk slow it's more accurate but I can't keep up with the weird fuck that look across my abandon mine so fucking hot sweaty now sweat like whiskey drops. Like whiskey drops yeah I mention. Mention. Did I mention the best in the great alarm alarm alarm def alarm alarm def bring the trailer doctor dray alarm alarm. Shannon and you get something different do you really can't bam get something different save the same thing off in an you get different words like muffins and different spent. How old is alcohol and leases was language. I bet you there about the same age that's when I'll cut holes rage first was communicated in ripley headed tried to try. Try but to try to try to not try but try the try the tribal you can say tribal you can say tried the trying to say try to using the b at the end to make it more likely to say try that'll never say t r I p. Tr I be try to. Fix your office holy land the residue the doomed druids the semester hand. And all designed against the likes of you if you're reading this text then you or next. And usual must be removed. Time groove test moon everything must be removed. As we go along certain things about to go. Everything gets condensed all content gets reviews. Reduced re deuce all content gets re dues. No more frontier. No more wild lands. Whole world of concrete a great cigarette. The great zachariah at which is a medieval or older ancient even step paramedic told the cigarette. Trying to say the name of the ascension building and I'll always get cigarettes I'm not saying cigarette I'm saying they girlfriend. I'm not saying they girlfriend I'm talking the name of the name giant building it's a step paramedic huge it's cold a vega a rat. It's not cold ave correct I'll say it slower it's called a zig wraps close zig wraps is much closer than the former mess translations. Zig to a rap will call this ancient building. Coming down from the alcohol brown. Coming down but still no pain yet. Smoke absorption to my cell. Smoking smoking enjoying it. It's a smoke smoke biscuit. And where did we go wrong should we never have developed a language. Should we never have made it machines. Chevy should we never have made the laws the restrictions. Should we never have adopted religions. And water drinking water is like your energy bless. Water is like probably saving my life even as we speak. Suck it down that clearwater. Stranger has no caffeine where is the colorful coloring water. Some people most exclusively drink water. But only some. Suck it down morgantown reno. Running low suck it down winding down.